salaam Alif,
thank you for your thoughtful response – JazakAllah. As with everything I write, this is a reminder to myself first. Ameen to your supplication – the ‘deceptive facades’ engulf us relentlessly and without eachother’s support, it can be get tiring, struggling alone.
By the way, I do write, I am an author. I kept this anonymous because it’s someone else’s death, someone I don’t know, so it was a way of respecting their anonymity too.

And given the thought and meaning entrenched in your words, I do recommend you continue writing in public platforms. Wallahi (I don’t say that lightly) I see some raw talent mashallah, you should continue…

May Allah guide us to live our life with consciousness of Him and remember our meeting with Him– before we meet Him; and may Allah protect us from the deceptive facades of pleasure and all the fools gold– for the only pleasure that exits in this basely is the pleasure of His obedience.